Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i fell off the wagon and it trampled me

YEP i'm officially undiabetic at the momment. Am i proud of it... no... not really.

I'll put it to you this way... my doc asked why and i said the best way i can explain is this:

"I don't like how i feel when i am diabetic, and just as equally i don't like how i feel when i'm not"

It's like i said before... if you can't handle diabetes emotionally then how are you going to deal with the little things in a diabetes life.... How is one to know what they can handle unless they try...

All i know is that since i've started taking antidepressants, i'm pretty happy either way. ( that was a joke, laugh!)

Which leads me to my memorial tattoo i want someday.... i want it to mourn my past life as undiabetic: eating what i want, the alcoholic i could have been (jokes people jokes), the professional sumo wrestler or hotdog eater or heck even super thin model!

Anything else i can memorialize?

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