YEP i'm officially undiabetic at the momment. Am i proud of it... no... not really.
I'll put it to you this way... my doc asked why and i said the best way i can explain is this:
"I don't like how i feel when i am diabetic, and just as equally i don't like how i feel when i'm not"
It's like i said before... if you can't handle diabetes emotionally then how are you going to deal with the little things in a diabetes life.... How is one to know what they can handle unless they try...
All i know is that since i've started taking antidepressants, i'm pretty happy either way. ( that was a joke, laugh!)
Which leads me to my memorial tattoo i want someday.... i want it to mourn my past life as undiabetic: eating what i want, the alcoholic i could have been (jokes people jokes), the professional sumo wrestler or hotdog eater or heck even super thin model!
Anything else i can memorialize?